My gold for living

My goal for life is to die happily. Meaning everyone is going to die but I at least what to accomplish some of my goals in life. The only point I'm living and what to do in life is to be a indie game developer. A indie game developer is a small game company. Ranging to 1 to about 10 people. Only I want to be the only one in my company. By doing this I have to master multiple thing. Computer programing is one, which I'm pretty ok at. Being a good artist, which also is a strong skill I have. Animation skill which I haven't start leaning yet but pretty sure I can learn. Marketing  skill which require social skill. Social skill is something I lack. And some other small skill need to be require to be a indie game developer like writing skill and audio skill. So basically I have one goal and a very hard goal indeed. I'm not a hard worker but this goal is the only thing I think will make me happy in life